using

what happens when you are using someone so they drive you places and cuddle with you and feed you
and they just want to kiss you
and you just want to kiss someone else
but  you still use them
you are in a mutually beneficial relationship

what happens when camo reminds you of someone and how being with that person made you smile and literally not stop smiling
what happens when you go throughout the day and every little thing reminds you of that person

and you spend your day looking for that person...



so I am almost done Christmas shopping
and got my Chambray shirt from JCrew today!